MOST USED WORD IN 09

will we still use this in 2010? We shall see..

SKYS THE LIMIT......

FEEDING TIME

The Homie Fredzilla sent me this pic.

IGNORE THEM

i think it works most of the time.

RANT!

To many people in there early 30's actin like they in there 40s and shit! Stop being a homebody and get out and do something! We are still young to many people using the excuse of "I'm 30 years old" as the reason why they don't want to go out. Yall acting like some straight grandmas and grandpas with that bullshit!

DONE!

#23

HAPPY BORN DAY Michael "AIR" Jordan...the greatest to ever play the game. Your shoes are still the best!

I CAN'T ALWAYS LOVE EVERYTHING: THE HATER EDITION

Everybody has a little hate in them.....so here are things that I currently hate!

1. I hate ED HARDY gear

2. I hate it when Buff ass fools think its fresh to rock ED HARDY GEAR. Wack ass Ninjas! Im gonna count how many ED HARDY hats and shirts I see this weekend in vegas. If I'm drunk enough I may just knock yall out with my left hand! LOL!!!!

3. I hate what happened to the shoe game. I've hated this for quite sometime now

4. I hate when people change there minds. I do it a little but I'm known to handle business

5. I hate Shit talkers who can't back up their shit talking..come see me

6. I hate pizza like domino's, round table and pizza hut

7. I hate that "SINGLE LADIES SONG" it got annoying

8. I hate fools who think there fresh cuz they work at a shoe/streetwear store. Please w/o that gig yall wouldn't be decked out like that.

9. I hate losing thats why I never quit

10. I hate when people don't believe me, then I have to make them look stupid when they know I was telling the truth

11. I hate when people have to make fake ass excuses

12. I hate the word hate

13. I hate it when I can't sleep at night

14. I hate San Jose

15. I hate overpriced food when you only get a little on the plate and your paying for presentation.

16. I hate Pepsi

17. I hate being nervous

18. I hate being in Sacramento

19. I hate dry swishers

20. I hate being injured

I NEVER SLEEP, CUZ SLEEP IS THE COUSIN OF DEATH..

I've been having a hard time sleeping once again and it sucks! So what else is there to do but watch re-runs of FRESH PRINCE and blog about random sh*t. So here it goes:

Warriors suck..its time to stop BELIEVING and realize that the warriors suck ass and will never be a contender. And I'm a loyal fan but I recognize real, I know I will die before the Warriors win a chip.

I was having a conversation with a friend earlier today about SHIT GUYS DO FOR THE OPPOSITE SEX.. and she made a great point that "woman don't ask for any of it" which is true. But once you see what we THE GUY has done for you yall love it, right? And why do I do what I do for the opposite sex is all for the outcome, I like to see that smile on your face. Im not doing it just to do it, im not doing it to flaunt it, as sappy or corny it may sound I DO IT JUST TO SEE THAT SMILE!

I noticed that this year I've been more open with my thoughts and feelings. I used to hide everything and just try and keep a straight face and not really show any emotion. But dam this year alone has shown a different ROLS 1

The top song played on my itunes has changed..its not BECAUSE OF YOU by Neyo. The New #1 is SO YOU CAN SAY by neyo..LMAO!!

1 of 1 thats all I gotta say. If you need a more detailed explanation leave a comment and I will explain..

I hate it when I don't have control over certain situations, but thats how life is..I just wish I could have control over this one situation.. That would be RAD

I said this same sh*t last year about this sametime....I can't wait for the new year. Lets just hope its not a continuation from the past 2 years or I will go crazy..


1 of 1 damn thats it!!

GONE

RANDOM ISH FROM THIS PAST WEEKEND

Had a good Thanksgiving weekend. Smoked the funny cigs with some of my younger cousins. That was a trip. I had to school them how vets do it. Plus my intellectual side came out and they were surprised with what I had to say on every subject matter that came up. 4 people off my list to smoke with.. all I got is 2 more peeps then its cold turkey..I quit before for 2 years..so its highly possible for me to quit again..this time for good.

Had a little shindig at THE ULLOA CASTLE.. it was pretty gnarly! Boy Named Francis was "on one" I was lit and drunk. Big ups to everyone that came out! Left for about an hour to compete in a bus surfing contest. I WON!! to lazy to write about it so peep the story here. Oh yea some dude flipped me off. I was kinda in shock therefore I didn't have a reaction to it. He's lucky he still has his gallon of milk with him! LOL!!

I pretty much took a knife and cut my side open and " spilled my guts!" all good tho.. I feel much better that I did. Gotta say I never did anything like that before it was a trip yet satisfying. I bascially put myself out there for failure. F*&K it! gotta K.I.M

On my way to SACTOWN the place where I will store all my sh*t till I go back to SF..LOL! someone 2 cars ahead of me paid for my bridge toll. That never happened to me before. I feel bad for the car ahead of me because they didn't get free toll. I tried to speed up to give that person the "head nod" and say peace but they jetted off. I think when I go back up to SF this thursday, Im gonna go ahead and do the samething for someone else. (crossing my fingers it will be for a honey-dip)

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lyrics::quotes:: lines that are in the Brain

" i wish you the best, I guess..." reegsta you know the deally

"money over b*tches, ni99a stick to the script!" yea sounds messed up..but I need to keep thinking that right now

" anyway... they don't know you like i do, they'll never know you"

" love, live life, proceed..progress"

"F*&K you, Pay me"

" I will not lose!!!!" straight up and down on the reals... one by one i'm gonna jump over these damn hurdles and conquer this bullshit called LIFE!!

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quick shouts: Happy Birthday MOM!! love you... Carmi thanks for talking to me last nite, I needed that, To the person who paid my toll: God bless you, Alano thanks again for letting me stay at your pad...lets put one, two or three in the air on thursday when I get back, To all my haters, i say thank you...I MUST BE DOING SOMETHING RIGHT!.. and to YOU..u know who I'm talking too..I just want to say THANKS and happy early bornday

STILL KING OF THE SUNSET.....i just got a bigger place to store my sh*t!!!

THANK YOU

With Turkey Day tomorrow I just want to share what I'm thankful for.....

Even though the past 2 years have been my most challenging years I've had to go through, I still am very thankful for everything and everyone I have. I want to say thanks to my parents for supporting me with every life decision I make. I'm thankful that they are letting me move into there crib while I try to figure things out. I'm Thankful that they are always there for me when I'm in need. And I'm Thankful that they are my parents.

Since Both sets of my parents live outside of San Francisco ( my moms live in the O.C and My dad and step mom aka my other real mom live in sac county) I tend to turn to my 2nd family for guidance and that would be the Homies! I am thankful that they are who they are. I am Thankful that they are caring, thoughtful, patient, loving and funny. Without yall life would just be so bland.

Even though nothing is going my way right now I am still thankful for all these challenges that Im going though. Without these challenges I would have never really found myself. Staying postitive is the hardest thing to do right now but being positive is all i really have.

HAVE A NICE AND SAFE THANKSGIVING..

TRAIN OF THOUGHT

Today I wanted to try something new. So I took Amtrak to Sacramento to visit my folks. This was so last minute that I didn't even tell my parents that I was coming over until the train stopped in Sacramento. Thank god my mom had the day off so she ended up picking me up from the station. Well anyways... as for the train ride it was actually pretty dope. It was very scenic. The train went along the water which I thought was cool. Stopped in Davis, Ca. near the school, and also went through the hood of Richmond which was pretty intresting..LOL! I thought the train would have Wifi but I was wrong so there was not much I could do but think and just close my eyes. I thought about how living in sacramento would be. I thought about how it would be actually living under my parents roof again after basically living on my own for almost 10 yrs now. I thought about the fact how hard it is to find a freakin job, well one of my liking of course. I thought about 4 MISTAKES I made in the past and what life would be like if I never made those mistakes. I thought about friendships and how I am happy that I got a great set of homies. And I thought about how these past 2 yrs have been pretty sh*tty for me.. give or take a few goodtimes. And I thought about H.E.R, why? I don't know. Its just hard to get her out my mind.

YEA I KNOW...PRETTY RANDOM

THE INTRODUCTION

So as usual...I'm pretty bored. So i'm looking through the old forums that are posted on the Runclub website. And I found the Runclub rap. lol!! Remember its all out of fun.


OOOOHH MY GOD...Dennis you straight busted an ill rap
thats why run club is fresh..we straight on the map
im gonna try and keep up with your flo
so i will introduce myself.....hello i am RO

Rollin with the homies just like The Movie Clueless
nick ordered the biggest burger once, he said "how can i chew this
he's new to run club so now we own his fate
Tiff says, "how much you got on your muthaeffin plate"

chest plates get kicked in by my homie Gene
if i get into a scrap, i know hes on my team
hes got that black belt i dont know what degree
Mira only eats processed meats, and thats weird to me

G is for gangsta and Geraldine is not
only if she stops smiling like she just got caught...
stealing from reegsta's shoe pile
reegsta got hella shoes, he can walk in them for miles.....

manyhairstyles, that dude is hella savage
he will beat you like meat that you can add to manwhich
sloppy joe steeze....
whose that one chick who rocks hella LAMB...oh thats louise............ZHOR

everyone stand at ease while Ant walks through the door
peep out ploomy and read the money management article you wont be poor
hey steph i heard you like to dance when the warriors score
today we play the hawks, i swear they better not soar

sore is how AL feels after a volleyball game
when he goes to vegas he likes to make it rain
but no champagne in that room is what chris rock states
Arlene wake up! im outside please open the gate

Hey tiff remember that three way action date
if you buy me my Wii you can be my 1st Mate...
she used to work at a hotel like norman bates
4P's is coming soon, its time to get half baked....

baked like how rach makes cupcakes
mark stop shooting three's, use your pump fake
those two are workout savs
they live in an apartment thats hella rad

my bad, i forgot about michelle yuson
she always makes sure she has her snooze on
or i mean pressed...
please puff puff pass and hand it to Trish

hey Sheryl what is your favorite flip dish
is it fish or is it pancit
or is it sinigang or adobo
someone please tell me where the hell is shozo

you know the number one hater
naw im just playing he'll give you a hip toss and get crossed like a fader
roland is as dark as vader
run club runs CALI not the terminator!!!!

THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS

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WHERE THE MAGIC HAPPENS?

Last Friday I entered my room after being away for about 2 weeks and the first thing that popped in my mind was "HOLY SH*T " I knew I forgot to do something before I left, I was suppose to clean my room.  I had so much crap on my bed that I couldn't even sleep on it so I had to sleep on the couches that reegsta, Kram and Mos Jeff call home when they are at the pad.  I also had so many shoes all over the floor that I didn't want to step on so I just stayed out of my room for the past few days.  And to top it all off one of my wardrobe racks fell to the ground.  Guess i had to many clothes on it.  So what I did after a quick bike ride today was clean my room.  Can't wait to sleep in my bed.  Here are some before and after pics.

BEFORE:

AFTER:

RANDOM ROLS 10/15/08

Just some random sh*t from the brain.

Sorry NKOTB fans but all this talk about them is getting me sick.  Lets talk about the real group New Edition.  Come on now, N.E had way more better songs and more albums.  Don't even try to talk about which group was more talented.  

I don't really watch DANCING WITH THE STARS but wassup with all this talk about that chick Cheryl Burke being overweight.  She's thick and curvy!  I don't know about you but I think her body is banging.  There ain't nothing wrong with a lil baby phat.  She looks better now then when she was skinny.  

I was hanging out with my brother last night and he brought up the most random stuff that I forgot all about.  He asked me if I remembered the time when I attended one of his basketball games I made him point to me every time he scored a basket or I would have to take the shoes I bought for him away if he didn't.  I guess you had to be there cuz that sh*t was mad funny.

So its true that Kanye's new Album entitled 808's AND HEATBREAK is all sung by Kanye using the AutoTune device.  That kinda sucks.  But I'm still interested to hear what its gonna sound like.  Read this FADER article on his listening party that was held in L.A.

If your a Jay-Z fan pick up that new XVIBE magazine.  Its a great read on him.  Plus you can peep out his resume.  Its bananas!

Anyone want to go to the GYM CLASS HERO'S AND THE ROOTS show in San Jose on Saturday?  Trying to recruit more peeps.  

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SONG OF THE DAY

ONE MORE DRINK/ LUDACRIS FEAT. T-PAIN

This song is strictly for the clubs.  The beat is catchy and makes you want to find that honey-dip and dance.  The Hook is hella funny.  Enjoy!

" If I have one more drink, I'm gonna end up F&*king you"

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WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT BOY?

Where is Craig Mack these days?

FLAVOR IN YOUR EAR REMIX/ CRAIG MACK feat. VARIOUS ARTIST 

This is one of the illest remix's of all time IMO.  

REAL FRIENDS KNOW WHEN TO SAY WHEN!!!

Let me make this entry quick.  Last Thursday I went out for my homie JB's bday.  Some other fools who think they are my friends ended up being there.  I know these fools ain't my friends when they talk shit behind my back.  If y'all really want to say something say it to my face.. YA DIG!  Well anyways I was hella drunk off of 15 Sake Bombs.  And I had to drive my homie wades brand new Car home cuz he was pretty BLITZED!!   These fools had the nerve to keep on pouring me more after I told them straight up that I was DONE!  All i heard out there mouth was "come on man, do this for JB" " stop being a punk and drink this."  Honestly I wish i slapped the shit out of them but instead I just looked at them straight in the eyes and said " IM A GROWN ASS MAN, WE AINT 21 ANYMORE!" And they STFU'd..

Real friends know when to say when.

GHOST 

RANDOM ROLS ON A MONDAY

HAPPY BORNDAY to the homie KRAM!!  Dude I don't know if i can eat dinner with you anymore.  LOL!  This was the 2nd time that bad service followed you when I was present.  At least our food wasn't tampered with with some ugly boobs.  HAHAH.  On the reals though.  That was the first time I didn't leave tip.  Well anyways the waitress was all hung over and all sloppy.  She gets none from us.

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It feels good not working graveyard anymore.  I get to see the people I truly missed and adore.  Yea that sounded gay.  But that was realtalk!

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We are starting Wednesday bowling nights again starting this Weds.  Who is down?  Oh and Also hoops on Tuesday nights at Westlake gym.  OH IT FEELS GREAT NOT TO BE A VAMPIRE ANYMORE.

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Speaking of Vampires I'm really feeling the Song OXFORD COMMA by Vampire Weekend.  Shout out to Alano for putting me on this group.  Every once and a while I do step out of the realm of Hip hop and Rnb and i will get my Alternative on.  Ya heard!

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I can't wait for tomorrow!

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QUICK TOP 5 LIST:

ROLS TOP 5 BLOGS TO READ as of last week

5. MOS-JEF:  i know its a brand new blog but damn....dude had me crackin up already

4.GRUBADUBDUB:  Just like MOSJEF said "she's spicy and tastes good!" wait is that what he said.  LOL!

3. SHARE'S "TABO" LIST:  reading her blog made me want to start my own.  She's Real with hers!

2. THE UGLY MIND:  Dude had the list of all list on his blog.  Plus He gave the 308 Experiment a shout out!  " WE AT IT AGAIN!"

1. REEGSPEAK:  This blog is probably every body's favorite so it had to be my #1 on this list.  Plus me and dude have so much in common from fashion to music plus we had the " greatest nap"  together on the same couch at Weezys house ie.  Ross and Joey on That friends episode.  LOL.  I must say tho we just finished drinking heavily during the Bay to Breakers. HAHAHAH  NO HOMO!!! 

hopefully no feelings got hurt.  Just update your blogs more often then you too can make this prestigious list. haha

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GONE!

RANDOM THOUGHTS WHILE AWAKE AT 4:30AM

Always know your surroundings and who is around you when having conversations that others may think are inappropriate.  Which is the reason why my contract at Genentech got terminated.

I value friendship.

I gotta Keep it moving in every aspect of life.

Sometimes I wonder if i will ever catch a break.

I hate it when people say, "its not the end of the world" or "it could be worse."  I know its not the end of the world or no one will be alive.  And No it can't be worse right now because right now this is what I'm going through.

My fantasy football team sucks balls (no homo)

Sometimes I wish i could just runaway from everything.  But I don't do sh*t like that.

Would you trip if we weren't friends anymore.  I know i would.

Times are gonna be tough but i swear im gonna get through it, so help me God.

" if the opportunity never comes, create it!"

I'M JUST GONNA LET THE MUSIC DO THE TALKING

 These songs portray my thoughts and feelings as of right now

RANDOM ROLS ON A FRIDAY MORNING

Getting tatted up on Sunday.  Do I get it on my chest or forearm. "body tatted up like a subway in harlem"

I got all these XL dress shirts from like 3 years ago that were barely worn.  Can someone recommend me a tailor.  

I am still on my RnB steeze.

No mandatory OT tonite.  What to do?

I started to bump John Legends ONCE AGAIN again.  I forgot how good this album is.

Its been a min.  I need to go hunting again.  If you know what I mean.

I hope I don't get bored this weekend or I'm gonna do something stupid like go shopping.

I got no roommates this weekend which means I got the house to myself.  

The Dim sum KINGS haven't been to Dim Sum King in a min.

I missed another FOODIE night.  This sucks.

Do people notice what's in front of them?

We need to play in the Golden Gate Sports and Social Club Football league next season.  We need to redeem ourselves.

We really need to try that Korean Spot near the crib and then go to 99 Chicken.

There are a lot of weirdo's that work in my dept.  including myself.

I can't find the words.

CONFIDENCE +1

I had the weirdest but coolest experience today in the grocery store this morning.  I was in the meat section (no homo)  buying meat to make pot roast and some random woman I think she was probably in her late 20's came up to me and said, " You are a good looking dude!"  I'm thinking to myself WTF!  Where the hell did that come from?  How do you respond to something like that especially when that never happened to me in my life.  So I just said, "Thank You" and went on with my grocery shopping.  What was I suppose to do?  Keep talking to her and ask for her number?  I thought to myself I should just play it cool and just say Thanks and walk away. Have you ever seen a Dark dude blush before?  If not you should have seen my face.  Well I couldn't tell because there was no mirror around but I could feel it.  How exactly do you respond to something like that?  Getting compliments on how Good looking you are always happens to woman.  But it never happens to a husky Filipino dude.  LOL!  Don't get me wrong I don't think I'm an ugly dude but I know what makes the opposite sex attracted to me is my personality.  Who knows she could of went up to me as a practical joke or something like that but I'd rather think of it as a compliment.  hahahaha.  So I thank you random chick in the meat section for that wonderful compliment.  You surely made my day and boosted my Confidence + 1.  Now I kinda know how KRAM feels.  LOL!