ITS BEEN A LONG TIME.........

I shouldn't have left you without a strong blog to step to. (rakim)


Its been a min since i actually wrote a blog rather then just post videos. Hopefully my faithful readers (if i have any) are still checking for your boy. My bad I've been pretty busy. Yeah i know, right? For someone who doesn't have a regular work schedule how the hell can you be busy? Ok peep this..I posted a video of Mr.Belvedere a few weeks back and thats kinda the way it is right now. I'm the cook, the house keeper and the driver. And I still have to plan multiple parties, book events for Azul, Twit and facebook! LOL!!! And when its the weekend, that's when work really starts for me because of my parties and just trying to make a name for GET LIVE out to the masses. Seriously its hard work. I don't even know what its like to party anymore..and not drinking kinda makes the parties boring. But its all a hustle. And in these economic times you have to hustle hard to get where you want to be. So yeah, 09 has been great! and that's not being sarcastic that's really realtalk! I can't complain about anything. I was even in SF for a little over a week and I actually missed The Ville pt2 (Roseville since Emeryville is #1) I think because The Ville pt2 balances out my life on the weekends in SF. Well with that said.....peep this




WHAT THE F&*K IS THIS DUDE THINKING?

I STILL DON'T PRESS DELETE(mac) BACKSPACE(P.C)

GRIMLOCK BEAST MODE STATUS

you see this picture above. Thats Grimlock..dude is a beast! Grimlock is my alias when i am on beast mode. I turn into this dude when I am out hunting. And right now i am on serious beast mode status. I've been peeping this one chick for a min now. And seriously I can't make a move for many reasons which I won't say. But everytime I see this chick the GRIMLOCK comes out. Like i straight up want to just rip her clothes off and handle bizz right there. LOL! REALTALK!! So a friend of mines told me to make that a goal for this year. To smash those.. you know what..HELL YEAH..thats gonna be a goal... yall can call me a dirt bag or whatever you want but seriously I've been nothing but nice to the opposite sex. IM OUT FOR MINES!

OPEN LETTER

Dear 2009,

you arrive tomorrow at 12 midnight and I am anxious to see what's to come for Rolsuno in 09'.  I promise to you that I won't second guess myself and that I will put myself first before anything or anyone.  I will concentrate on myself to better myself in every aspect of life.  This past year has been pretty much a pain in my ass.  Could easily be the worst year of my life.  But at the same time I know it will make me stronger and it will help me prepare myself for what's to come in years ahead.  I promise that all the negativity from the past year won't carry over.  And that whatever happened in 08 will stay in 08.  And I mean everything!  I promise to you that I will still be the GO GETTER I am but I will turn it up a notch and hustle harder then ever.  Everything I want to do or have planned I promise that I will either start those goals or accomplish them.  I also promise whatever mistakes I made in the past won't happen in the present.  So thats pretty much it.  2009 lets make this the best year ever!

Warm Regards,

Rolsuno

FUCK YOU 2008

So there is 7 days left in 2008 and I can't fuckin wait till 2009!! straight up! what else can happen to me within this last week of 08. Forreal though getting into a car accident yesterday pushed me to the point of self destruction! And NO it wasn't my fault and i'm ok but getting into this accident just shows how much 08 hated me. I mean shit there was only 8 days left and this had to happen to me. Seriously I can only stay positive and hold a straight face for so long. I'm stronger and have a high threshold for pain but really FUCK YOU 2008 and everything that happened to me good and bad. I went out last nite got shit faced drunk and told myself I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING. And look I can't catch a break I'M AWAKE. hahha. Don't even tell me that other people have it worse blah blah blah, you know what everyone has there story and there path and this is mines and I never thought it would be like this. If you think i'm acting like a bitch or overreacting come here and rock my size 11 shoes and live my life and you too will bitch and whine like an nba player. If there was a way that a doctor can delete a year out of your mind, i would instantly ask the doctor to COMPLETELY delete 2008. You know don't take this personal but Fuck everybody and everything in 08 (except friends) in the future I will never reference this damn year ever again. Starting today it goes like this 2007-2009. shit if i have to write a check within these last 7 days i will just put 2009 already. I am so ready to bypass xmas and just go straight to the new year. Fuck it im done! FUCK YOU 2008!!!!! you have been a pain in my ass and you have been the worst year of my life.
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Oh yeah I DONT PRESS THE DELETE BUTTON..

THANK YOU

With Turkey Day tomorrow I just want to share what I'm thankful for.....

Even though the past 2 years have been my most challenging years I've had to go through, I still am very thankful for everything and everyone I have. I want to say thanks to my parents for supporting me with every life decision I make. I'm thankful that they are letting me move into there crib while I try to figure things out. I'm Thankful that they are always there for me when I'm in need. And I'm Thankful that they are my parents.

Since Both sets of my parents live outside of San Francisco ( my moms live in the O.C and My dad and step mom aka my other real mom live in sac county) I tend to turn to my 2nd family for guidance and that would be the Homies! I am thankful that they are who they are. I am Thankful that they are caring, thoughtful, patient, loving and funny. Without yall life would just be so bland.

Even though nothing is going my way right now I am still thankful for all these challenges that Im going though. Without these challenges I would have never really found myself. Staying postitive is the hardest thing to do right now but being positive is all i really have.

HAVE A NICE AND SAFE THANKSGIVING..

IF I...........

If i didn't quit my job 2 years ago I wonder how life would be,

would it be much easier and would it be stress free.

would I get along with my boss or would I just suck it up,

and would I even be in this situation waiting for some luck.

If I never had knee surgery how would life be,

would I be banging down low instead of shooting the three.

Could I wake up every morning and not feel any pain,

and play every damn minute in my basketball games.

If I were to move to another city how would life be,

would I be lonely because all I have is me.

would the transition be tough or would it be easy,

and would the people I leave behind even miss me.

If I never met you how would life be,

i'm not even gonna think about this i'm just gonna let it be

cuz i'm glad your real friend

hopefully you got my back, cuz i got yours till the end.


BTW- i am not emotional, i just like to share my thoughts.. NAW MEAN!!!